Petrilude. YouTube. My Decision

So I've always wanted to do YouTube Tutorials on make up. And for this reason, I am going to be activating my FaceBook Account again, so that I can get more fans, and reach more people. 


I am really excited about this. I will be taking requests and also giving tips and tricks on multiple things. I also have been asked to describe or give a tutorial on how I style my hair. So...my first post might just be on that. I won't upload a video for sometime, being that I want to post a few rather then just one. I would like everyone to see a broad spectrum of what I love to do.


XOXO,
E<3

25 to LIFE

So if you haven't downloaded Eminem's song "25 to LIFE", then please do so. Shit's pretty legit. It clearly explains how I feel about a certain person in my life. 

On to better topics. My princess, my angel, my daughter was born on June 14, 2010. She's my sunshine and soo much more. I won't be posting any pictures, nor her name because her father is a tad insane and I feel like he stalks me O_o

So as far as my make up career goes, I don't know what I'm going to do. I have a lot of things going on, and I don't think I could afford going to school. Yes, I'd get financial aid and stuff but i don't trust ANYONE with my daughter. She is my priority. 

Tomorrow I'll post a look, and the how to as well. 

Love&Light,

E<3

I COULD REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW

Ugh, I'm so bad at these things. I know I want to blog, and write about how I'm feeling and blahh blahh blahh, but I always forget too, or I'm too tired to.

SO many things to talk about, so many things on my mind, most not even worth the time of day, others consuming too much of who I am, no one said life would be easy, no one said it would always be fun, but sheesh do I sometimes freak the hell out.

So, if we didn't know, I'm pregnant, by the jerk formally aka'd Fuzzy. Although married, we're not together at the moment. Don't ever want to be with him again either, but anywho. I'm due in 6 days, and I'm 2cm dilated. :) I can't wait until my daughter gets here. Her name will be Zaleigh Reign, pronounced Zaley Rain. :D

I'm sitting in my bed, how I love it so. It can literally take me to like a dream place, so soft and comfy, and then I look to my right and see her crib, she's the only thing missing in my life right now. :D my babygirl, I never knew you could love a being so much without ever meeting them, seeing them, hearing them... she is my world and so much more already, I can not imagine how my love for her is going to grow when I see her, when I hold her, when I carry her and rock her to bed. <3

XOXO

Ericka

Bad Romance

why the hell am i so stuck on him? can someone please help me? i dont want to be in love with him because its giving him the power to destroy me...

Love grows where trust is laid...love is destroyed where trust is betrayed.

i wish he wasnt so abusive towards me... i can never forget the awful things he's said to me...

SCENE ME

This week was a hard week for me. A dear person in my life passed away, and it's been very hard and sad... my grandmother is not taking it well but I know that with the strength of GOD we will pass this. As we are a family that bond closer when one of us are down.

I created a fan page on facebook this week. <3 I have about 250 followers, and that feels great. My first request was a scene look, but due to the tragedy that happened it took longer then I wanted to. I did it tonight though, and I must say I am pleased with the outcome. It was a "scene" look, heavy black eyeliner is how I took it, I don't live the lifestyle nor dress "scene" so please excuse my ignorance to it.

I wonder who really reads my blogs. Do I have followers here? Who knows, I'm just a girl with a lot to say, and when no one listens all I can do is write about it.

Is it totally cheesy of me to look forward to emails from my good friend who's deployed. I don't know if its worry or what, but when I don't hear from him for a day I do get worried. I'm pretty sure my pregnancy hormones don't help my emotional state of mind, I just hope that he's okay!

Anywho, it's pretty late and I have church in the morning. I'll post pictures, as I always do.

X0X0
-E

Too Lazy

I'm so sorry I forget to blog. I go to NJ for the weekends and get home late and sleepy...

So last night I entered my first make up contest!!! I am so excited, I don't think I'll win, but you can post new looks everyday as long as it's a different angle! There's this one lady who did an amazing job, and she's definitely better then I am! I just want to get my name out there and get my career started!!

I posted two looks for the "Barbie" entry already. I'll post them on here. :)

Here's one look i did. This is a bit more of a natural Barbie :)

And here's look number 2.

<3

xOxOxO

-E

BUDGET?! WHAT BUDGET?

Ha, I knew I couldn't do it. I told myself two weeks ago I was going to put myself on a budget of 30 a month on make up...so far I spent $20... it's only the 2nd of the month! So my inspiration today was something that I felt resembled a mermaid...I only did half my face though. I am soooo tired.

Today was pretty amazing though. I got some 3d pictures of my beautiful princess Zaleigh<3 

She's growing right on track, weighing 1.7 pounds. :)

 

That's one view.

 

It's so dark in my room. The lighting sucks!!!!